My share of bad days with a smiley (:

Not exactly a great note to start a post with after so long. Results were very disappointing. And the worse thing's that I thought I did well. I don't understand what went wrong. Whenever I got poor results in the past, I anticipated them but definitely not this one.

Each time I feel angry/disappointed/sad, I ask God, what do You want me to learn from this?

Is it to learn to deal with disappointments in life? Things will not always turn out how you want them to be.

Or is it all these while I have thought that nahh pfffttt results don't affect me, they are just results lar, there are so many more important things in life that I treasure like His kingdom and my relationships with people. I always thought, 'Gahh even if results are sucky, I'd be totally fine lar.' Haha but honestly, ermm i'm not that fine with it now that it really happened. ;D Felt so blue whole morning & I called friends all morning to rant. They were all really awesome lar, they pretty much mourned with me :)

Or maybe I should learn not to complain too much? Looking back, I was complaining like mad about how ridiculous the lecturer and the exam format was; of how impossible it is she made it to score. So yeah I should stop being a complaint machine.

The tongue has the power of life and death, and those who love it will eat its fruit. Proverbs 18:21

Hmm...something to ponder on, I think we all take this verse a tad too likely. ;)

Or is it overconfidence?

Oh God, if they really did make a mistake with the results, please help them to notice and rectify it; But if it's really because of my shortcomings, then help me accept it humbly and well, learn something out of it and improve next time. ;)

In everything, I am going to give thanks. :)