What do you do if you really like a person? If you really admire and respect his attributes and his character? And what do you do if you're worried of how he might perceive you because each time when you're around him, you seem to turn into this timid lil mouse, passive and quiet. What do you do when your usual self which delights in having joyful conversations at a total at ease state just seem to dissipate into thin air when he's in the room? What do you do if you wonder if all these feelings that you feel are for real? What do you do if he takes up so much of your thoughts and the sight of him just makes you smile? And what do you do if you think you might have a chance at this and yet the truth is, he might be thinking of someone else? Would you think, "Why would a guy like him like a girl like me? " At more optimistic times, would you think hey maybe this is it, God's granting the desires of your heart..But at some other times, would you think that maybe you've got it all wrong; From point 1, he just wanted to be friends and you've been a fool. What would you do when you realise that thinking about it and analysing things will not help you find an answer? What would you do when you're trying to let go but you can't? What would you do when you want to have a good solid friendship with him but sometimes you're even too afraid to approach him? You pray for him often because you care and you pray that God will grant him the desires of his heart, even if you're not a part of it. You're thankful enough if you're able to love him even if it is not as someone special but as a sister in Christ and as a friend.

What would you do?
You seek the Lord, you surrender, and you pray.
And regardless of the outcome, put your hope in God, not anywhere else.:)

I need Your strength Lord. I really do.